Act of Will

by Akrazla

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1.
Restless 03:43
Do you know how much I sacrificed so far to keep this out I would kill for the chance to feel calmness This slithering rot slowly seeps into my sanity As I fear in the silence of a growling burden As the rage intensifies I've come to realize It grew into a monstrous being That only generates restless Clarity, take me out from this mental travesty It got a hold on me, exploiting my hollow self Voices, noises, tearing through my head I must cleanse my mind or I'll never be free As the rage intensifies I've come to realize It grew into a monstrous being That only generates restless We have to get rid of the things That make us feel this way Cut it Slay it Destroy it Banish And I emphasize it's killing me over time
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Inside 05:17
I can feel the bitter disdain when I look at its face Stalks through the mind and surviving on spiritual sacrifice And now it swells in me Smash my defenses down Leach, who steals from the breast of mother Robs the air from your lungs The less I have the more it gains I've never thought that I could live with this Can't you see that I suffocate? Your words are burning through my veins Believe in me I've tried to say How long until I die from the inside out? Horrific creature that appears as a lingering ache and breathes fire and decay It engulfs all the will to live Sentient piece of a memory that Smothers 'til you suffocate I've never thought that I could live with this Can't you see that I suffocate? Your words are burning through my veins Believe in me I've tried to say How long until I die from the inside out? I can never live In this world Try to find a way A way to live Try to stay awake Let me go Bonded by the ties Dead inside By your lies
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Non-existing phantom that slowly materialized Gnaws and turns as the fear builds inside Seems much stronger than I When nothing driving me forward And the days grow empty Take me back Make me feel I am safe Take me Sometimes we have to battle with huge amount of distress Only to realize we're not dead yet Not dead yet I'm afraid It's only getting worse by time I'm losing sight and just losing ground To find the value that's been lost It feels like Been here before, the feeling weight heavy down on me again Now this figure getting towards me Get me out here Get me out here Take me back Make me feel I am safe Take me It's only getting worse by time I'm losing sight and just losing ground To find the value that's been lost It feels like I have to become a fucking mountain to face this I don't know if I am right or wrong I don't know if I must go on It's only getting worse by time I'm losing sight and just losing ground To find the value that's been lost It feels like I lost under the pressure Save me from the weight I am holding
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Sterile Gods 05:23
Don't let break this creation in This place called "home" This voice in dark makes us desperate It will be fed on our anxiety For mankind has reason to serve a higher creature To the heart of life they strike to tear apart with emptiness Slowly Drowning In the blood of the Sterile Gods They are who spawn this fury Burning the mind Void is set to split rage on all of which we know Consume everything, everybody and mind in our way Fear and chaos obfuscate our land To the heart of life they strike to tear apart with emptiness Slowly Drowning Last act Of will To banish the Sterile Gods
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Face the abyss but don't let it consume you If it takes all that to be just what I am So get this shit off from my chest I won't obey I will be stronger I am becoming the mountain Take back what once was stolen Reclaim all that's lost with power I will rise up from the darkness I believe I'm stronger than you I am becoming the mountain This awakened feeling forces me to climb the wall Of a self-made grave where I slept for so long
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Aftermath 08:50
Locked in this place And I'm spent too much time to stay here I see nothing but failure here What am I supposed to do now? I, I tried to run and tried to hide From everything I feel inside Though I still pretend There's nothing wrong with me And it's killing me to have to say Sometimes I feel like it tears apart my head I am collapsed inside You were never there when it got dark And it was heavy I could collapse inside So sick of all this hell that I'm living in Shame, the feeling that surrounds me When I'm losing all the control of Who I am and what I'm worth Heart wrenching explosion That stings to this day It just robbed the life bit by bit Still not over it Sometimes I feel like it tears apart my head I am collapsed inside You were never there when it got dark And it was heavy I could collapse inside I feel it tears apart my head A pain so sharp I could collapse inside A life that's held back by fear Is not living It's merely existing I want not to just exist Just live and die Because it's killing Killing my soul We have been holding breath Painfully and can't exhale Breathing the fumes of fire that they ignite Sometimes I feel like it tears apart my head I am collapsed inside You were never there when it got dark And it was heavy I could collapse inside I feel it tears apart my head A pain so sharp I could collapse inside A life that's held back by fear Is not living It's merely existing
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At the lonely dawn of creation of the earth Formed a colorless blank, untouched world The disciples of creator, who were born giants of colors Grabbing a brush, these huge giants Painted the sky over your head Sometimes with lust, sometimes with blood The disciples of creator, who were born giants of colors We We shall fall and be Crushed in the abyss below To made An everlasting mark We shall fall and be crushed in the abyss Below
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released January 29, 2022

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